And I don't say
I love you,
Not this time.
Its on the tip of
my tongue,
Forefront of my mind.
Every time I look at you,
Every time you smile.
The words are there,
the emotion valid.
I can't say it to you,
its not mine to give.
You don't want it
or me,
And thats how I live.
I cry out in my mind,
sob in my dreams,
For you to hold me
For you to see.
That I am that girl,
the one you seek.
I am spice and sweetness
to your degree.
But you pass me by,
just one look,
enough to know,
I lack your luck.
Maybe one day,
if I stay right here,
You'll open your eyes
and that I'm real.